China: It's about faith and trust in a faithful God

1/20/14: Since I’ve been sick with bronchitis, I’ve not been teaching. I’ve had a lot of time to think and pray. The Lord first led me to commit myself to Him again-to His work in me, to His healing grace, to whatever, wherever and whenever He wants to do in me.

Next, He spoke to me about some of the reasons bad things are happening to me: to strengthen my faith which is more important to Him than anything else. He wants me to come to the place where I can trust Him whether I see evidence of Him working or not, where I can trust Him no matter what happens or doesn’t happen. He wants me to trust Him and believe that He is working all things out whether I see it or not. The issue is my faith in Him, not a focus on "am I becoming a better person".